May your heart remain breakable But never by the same hand twice

There were reasons I liked you beyond you trying to impress me, or driving me to the airport, or texting me frequently, or sending me interesting things, or paying attention to me, or letting me steal your sweater, or you lusting after me, although I liked all those things, a lot. In my brokenness and chaos, you showed me things I really resonated with. But beyond that, I saw something in you that I really liked and resonated with.... but I don't see it or feel it there anymore. And I don't understand why. But it seems like I have no choice but to let it be. I can understand that we all have our journeys and you're choosing to no longer show up for me and you're choosing to no longer go/grow with me through my journey. I can respect that, if you have to go your way on your journey. But I will not tolerate you not respecting my being or my journey. You don't get to dismiss my feelings or my perspective or my wellbeing or my voice. You don't get to feign ignorance or lack of understanding or make me feel like just being too emotional or I'm uselessly suffering. I will not tolerant you not respecting my being or my journey.

You broke my heart by actually being so far from the ('beyond that') things I liked about you.